Milkshakes and Butterflies

" in the glimmer of Your eye,
I began to see myself in a different light."

Peppermint Creeps.

We don't care if you don't like our hair.
We don't even care if you care that we don't care.

Pun-deh.

If you prick us do we not bleed?
If you tickle us do we not laugh?
If you poison us do we not die?
And if you wrong us shall we not revenge?

Actions lead to consequences.

Party's Over.

it's been a week,
made new friends,
got to know J a little better,
a little windfall,
fell sick
and got myself a job.

but still no sign of a miracle.

I Can't Do This Alone

I thought I got over it
but the truth is i need you more than ever.

I would do anything just to befriend you again,
even laying down my pride.
I'm the kind of boy who never liked to apologize
and admit that I'm in the wrong.
I hate to admit defeat.

But this time round,
I'm giving everything up.


I'M SORRY, K. ANN.
i hope you'll get to read this,
please.

Seeing Parts But Not The Whole.

Random Aunty: If your hair is a little longer, I would have thought that you're a girl.
Cousin 1: -.-
Cousin 2: I can lend you moi dress!
Andy: GAH.

I'll stare straight into the sun
and I won't close my eyes.
Until I understand or go blind.

I've failed
and now I'm bearing the consequences.

OVERDOSED

diarrhea, nauseous, fever and headache.
i suspect it's overdose.

four days since i last texted you.
sigh its really hard but i'm trying.
i'm not sure how to apologize,
but i doubt it's gonna be the same anymore.

moi is breaking down.

POOF.

fucking bad trip this morning,
cats on the walls, cats scratching moi.
:(

i guess no one understands aye?

Pills Pills Pills.

I used to wonder,
now i know.
Mental anguish.
I'm twisted

boy, acidtrips.
hahahahahahaha

only losers resort to pills, moron.

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

K. Ann: Andy. Stop texting silly stuff. Its a waste of both your messages and mine.

The inevitable doom has come.
It's scary how a single message can just ruin my entire day.

What are you trying to tell me?
That you don't give a shit about me?
Like everything i did, didn't mattered at all?

Andy: Okay, I'm sorry. Have fun in life.

I don't know what to do now or how to reply you.
I feel crushed.
You may not have realized , but my feelings are totally screwed by you.
I'm feeling bitter, my heart feels hollow and cold.
Everything is gone, it's all meaningless now.

I find it so hard to express myself,
I wish that you are able to just read my mind.
Maybe only then, you'll finally understand.

If this is what you really want me to do/feel,
I hope you're happy now.
I hope you're satisfied.
Cause I'm not.

Fo' Real

Andy: Hey Lennon, btw why don't i see any fat people around in this place?
J. Lennon: OMFG, you can't say the F word just like that, its forbidden!
Andy: Serious?!
J. Lennon: Yup, anyways. They get to go to heaven, leaving us burning in hell.
Andy: Awwwww
J. Lennon: But there aren't any LSD in heaven tho.

J. Lennon smiles

Andy&J. Lennon: Muahahahhahaa

J. Lennon: Oh boy, why do you look so dazed? Don't tell me....
Andy: Yessssss, i'm gaining weight.
J. Lennon: YOU NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP!

J. Lennon whistles and a little imp appears.

*POOF*

Lil Imp: Good evening, Mister Lucif......
J. Lennon whispers to the lil imp, as though he's telling her a secret.
Lil Imp: Whooops, Mister Lennon i meant.
J. Lennon: Andy needs help, make him anorexic!
Andy: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Andy then falls into a pithole.

One Way Conversations.

Geroge Harrison waves from a distance, surrounded by whole lot of chicks

G. Harrison: Hey lemon Lennon! Where have you been?
J. Lennon: Ugh, forget about that. Let me introduce, Andy, he's new here.

Chicks ( in a manly tone) : Hwello Andy~

Andy: OMFG! FUCK YOU, YOU GUYS ARE FUCKING GAY!
J. Lennon: Chill, i had a few wifes. I'm just bi-sexual and i would not be interested in you.

Andy: Phew~

Someone starts singing "Bohemian Rhapsody"

Andy: Huh? Freddie Mercury is here too?
Some chick in miniskirt: Yeaaah, that's me.

Andy pukes.

Gather Around, Little Children.

John Lennon: Welcome to my world, Andy!
Andy: Your world?
J. Lennon: Yes! My world of Sin, LSD and Acid Trips!
Andy: Muahahahaaha, Sure!
J. Lennon: Smoke this joint!
Andy: Okaaaaay...
J. Lennon: Alright boy, lets go meet the asswiping George Harrison.

J. Lennon & Andy hops away together, laughing hysterically.

Evergreen Park

what if we're just lego-men to the higher beings?
would you still bother living your life?
how much of this so called life is real?
doubt anyone would get the answers soon.

omg, karma is coming back to haunt me.
i'm gaining weight, fat ass.
i can no longer fit into xxs.

I'm the fat fuck in the picture.

this photo makes me look fat.
i swear i'm not this fat real life.
i think the camera had the 'make me look fat' function on.
screw you!

tight clothings and the lil cute camera,
i feel disgusted.