Goodness

grainy, out of focus pictures.
they're okay if you're doing alternative photography.
but when you're using a digi. hah

another good camera wasted on useless kids.
Goodness, i'm being mean again.
Andy you're not that good either, you should just shut your ass up!
hahhaha, i'm gonna burn in hell for being mean.

Frantic Fish

i feel really angry with myself,
why do i keep brooding over this, why am i even trying?

i feel useless.
you don't even share with me, your problems and your feelings.
i have to read your blog to know how you feel.
HAH.

i'm losing it,
my appetite, my mind, my sanity and my life.
i'm starting to be afraid of sleeping,
dreams after dreams.
i can't take this any longer.
hahahaha, to think that i even wanted to carry your burdens for you.
i can't even handle mine.

POOOOF

i think i'm really fucking selfish, for writing all these
even when you're going through a really tough period.
rahh

i'll go pop some panadols.
i guess this is what i get for just being Andy.
goodnight my little children.
fuck

Whiny Winston.

"Who I am hates who I've been" - Relient K

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

Tidal waves

Dad, you haven't been with us ever since i'm a child.
now that you're back, i guess we kinda click?
if we are able get along, why mom couldn't?
i'm actually happy that you made the choice to come back.
but the anger in this 'family' is hurting.
wooosh, screaming at each other isn't fun.
i swear

if this is what you and mom want, why is there so much pain?
since there's so much hatred, i rather you not come back.
i'll miss you, but we could still meet up occasionally?

or maybe it's time for mom to take her holiday of tenyears?

at sixteen, bruises heal quickly.
but this certain hurt, i'm sure its not going away easily
at least not by itself.

changes are definitely tough,
some fight to hold on, others fight to let go.

staying together for the kids, would only bring much more pain.

IMPORTANT!

In Search For A Spouse.


if you're female, age under 40, having a total personal assets of at least 2 million dollars.
and have contracted a deadly disease.

I'M LOOKING FOR YOU!

Please drop me a message!
Include your name, age and a recent picture of yourself.

Cheers! :)

yaawns

i really wonder why i'm trying so hard to get you.
i guess i'm just one of the other kids to you.
you're right, loner in love hahaha

i'm puzzled,
so many questions yet i'm afraid to know the answers.

even Jules can't be compared to you,
hahaha, sorry Jules. thanks for the breakfast tho. :D

patience is a virtue, ahha

i wish i had memory loss,
like the girl in fifty first dates.

Me, You and My Medication

since You're not around, i guess i only have my medication.
fuck you haters & secret enemies.

Across The Universe.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to be.

I have never known
The likes of this, I've been alone
And I have missed things
And kept out of sight
But other girls were never quite like this.

And anytime You feel pain, Hey Andy, refrain
Don't carry the world on Your shoulders
For well You know, it's a fool who plays it cool.
By making his world a little colder.

Falling, yes I am falling.
But She keeps calling Me back again.

Waiting For the Sun

i hope this gets 2way soon/now.
i love you,
i really do.

Prints.

first roll of medium format films?
not really impressive tho.
i'm dropping hair.

We're Giants.

i'm running a meaningless race,
will you make it meaningful?

Happy Family?

i doubt.

Ganky George

now that i've heard it straight from you.
its really time to stop.

hah, i'm bullshite.
i'm a sore loser.
it was false hope all along.

Andy, You're A Fool.

face it Andy.
she's not interested in you and will never be.
she's in love with another guy,
you're never going to make it.

look at yourself now,
look what have become of you.
will you just get a grip on yourself.

I Hate Sundays.

i'm an overly salted, crisp cookie
which no one would want to eat.


saya cintamu.

Pop! Goes My Heart

am i not doing it right?
what's going on?

mighty martin,
i feel more like mousely martin.

time to draw.

Joint?

diarrhea down your pants,
vomit in your hair.
it's a long bumpy road to hell.
withdrawals, ugh.

you're the deadliest addiction ever.

Friendly Dinosaurs.

quote:

'you may tire of me,
cos im always there
buzzing around you.

it is like a mouldy piece of bread,
not fresh anymore.'



courtesy of a random blogger.

i'm like the paint on your face,
gone after the rain.

danielle

we COULD have toured the night market,
rant about our new hair, everything and anything,
random bus rides, chinatown, have burgers
movies dates, photos, london, enjoyd and sufferd tgt,
sail the seas, settle down, family?

I'll travel just to visit you, feed you your medicine and to get you to sleep.

well, all these arent gonna happen hah.
this the furthest we'll go.
have we even started moving?
fat hope, Andy.




its getting cold, with no one to give me warmth.
broken and lonesome
i'm losing what i won.
i'm not running this race any longer, backing out.

i'm sorry, if it even mean anything to you.

Skinny Kids, Sunny Day

who ever said only muscular guys can be models?!
skinny boys!


courtesy of aprill77

New piercing!

Nah, its just a new pimple on my cheek.

hah, life has been a winding road recently.
tell tales, problems & monetary issuess.

Ugh.